Greetings My Friend,
As I write this letter I know God has Blessed your life.
I am writing you this letter to share with you what happened to me, actually my personal testimony.
On the morning of September 5, 2008, I woke up about 2:30a.m. I couldn’t go back to sleep. My body felt really funny sort of a blah and numb feeling together. So I just lay there, I don’t remember falling asleep. I was laying on my right side facing north with three pillows under my head.
Then all of a sudden I felt like I didn’t have any breathe or breathe to catch. I tried calling for my oldest daughter who was in the next bedroom over from me but I couldn’t speak. I could not open my mouth to talk. In my mind I called for her twice and was trying to move my mouth to talk as I felt I was going unconscious. My heartbeat was very faint and seemed non present.
In my heart I did not want to die. I was not going to just say this is it.
So everything kicked in for me God did not allow me to panic. So after trying to speak with nothing happening and continuing to loose my breathe I realized I only had 2-3 seconds left.
I told God in my mind and said: “God I’ve got to much to do”. Nothing changed. Then I felt more breathe slowly but rapidly leave my body and I felt I was dying. At that point I didn’t feel anything else but I seen my lifeless body laying on my bed, then two of my younger children (14yrs, 16yrs) was walking into the room.
Remember I am unable to speak with my mouth, I couldn’t lift my head up off my pillows. In my mind I talked to God and said: “God they can’t find me like this”.
At that point I felt breathe in my body and a faint heart beat. I struggled to lift my head, neck and entire body it was very heavy. After I was able to get up at 4:41 a.m. I didn’t really understand what had happened. All I knew was that I almost lost my life but God intervened on my behalf.
So I tried to comprehend what happened and didn’t tell anyone. On the way to taking my children to school it hit me. If God had not intervened they would have been planning my funeral.
On the way back home I cried and cried because I am filthy like a dirty rag, a sinner and felt unworthy. But God seen fit to step in on my behalf. I felt like God was saying “you can’t have my servant”. I know this sounds really crazy but the enemy wants my life. I don’t believe that situation was God taking my life. I believe that was the enemy trying to put fear into me for serving and doing Gods will.
With the faith that God gave me I was able to call on God in a time of need. I didn’t have any doubt that God would help me. If I had not called on God and said ok this is its my time to leave this world I would not be here today.
Earlier this month God opened doors for His Ministry It’s All About Jesus Foundation and the enemy is mad that I am going to be obedient and do what God has said in His Ministry.
God wants me to tell you, you don’t have to be perfect and you will make mistakes but keep calling on Him.
As I do God’s will I really need your prayers. God is designing It’s All About Jesus Foundation to be more than Bible study. God want His Ministry to give us Jesus as our foundation.
God Bless
Jo
